Honestly I just do not give a shit about much right now.
And I am happy.
I am just worrying about myself.
But I do not want to hurt anyone. But right now I just want to chill.
Figure things out.
I love you and I love us and I love so much in this world that I just need to go away.
India, change my life.
I don’t care how silly this sounds.
But in all honesty -
You’re the type of man I can see myself marrying.
But when it comes time again,
I don’t care what they look like.
How tall they are (well… lol).
What race they are.
black, white, asian, indian, native american.
I just want them to love Jesus and genuinely strive/follow Him daily.
Who loves me, only 2nd to God and his family (but eventually will love me on the same level as family).
Who will uplift me.
Who will treat me the way I deserve.
Someone I can laugh with, sing with, be silly with, read the bible with.
I don’t want to sound like a silly girl.
But I really, really, love my boyfriend, Austin.
He’s so wonderful and sweet - he has such a good heart and is such a patient person.
SUCH a dork and he’s adorable.
Never would I have thought I’d be dating him, he’s no where near my type -
But I dont want anyone else, ever; we are so good for each other.
He’s one of the greatest people to walk into my life - romantically or otherwise.
I love you austy.
Well, told me rather, that its better to have a short and fulfilling life than a long and unhappy one…
Who says you can’t have a LONG and FULFILLING life - isn’t that the goal? Isn’t that the epitome of living?
This was in reference to my opinion that Adele is a bad example for smoking, being overweight, and unhealthy. If you’re going to be a role model, be a good one.
like I said, this is MY opinion. I’m entitled to mine just as much as you are to yours.
not trying to sound rude.
LOTS of KISSES.
and anything else that is sweet, wonderful, adorable, and/or cute.
Going for a walk with you would be ideal. A happy one.
Where we talk about nothing sad, unless the mood calls for seriousness.
But like I stated earlier, there must be much,
much, MUCH, silliness.
I am not trying to scare you away, but this is me.
Hello, I’m chelsey- this is one of my many creep faces.
I love wearing your boxers on my head to bring out my Lebanese side.
I love putting your socks on my hands to make them talk and come to life.
I love licking your face - your disgusted look hehe.
(I love even more, the fact that I can do that and still have you love me.)
I adore our playful moments-
AND, kissing you all over your face.
I love you arh.♥
I adore our silliness and your laughter.
The smile I can put on your face and the one You put on mine.
Lets be together always~