There are so many other people who deserve to be grieving, more so than I, yet here I am.
I am sad.
I didn’t lose a child, brother, or even a best friend.
But I did lose you, Steaven.
You, out of all people, do not deserve this.
Reading all the stories people are posting of you… it honestly just makes it harder on me.
How selfish is that?
I miss your laugh, your smile. Your jokes, your hair.
Of course, your hugs.
I miss our dates to Nikki’s/Daybreak/Baguette.
I miss our talks and driving in your car.
But now I have no one to longboard with.
Love you Steaven, rest in peace.