Its been a while.
One of my greatest attributes and greatest downfalls is the fact I love too much; I love too deeply, purely, genuinely, sincerely.
If I love you once, I love you always.
Whether you’re my friend or significant other.
This is what makes me, me. It makes me the wonderful kind, strong, caring woman that I am. But it also makes me so weak and fragile sometimes.
Ha, me fragile? Who would’ve thought.
It is time for me to make some decisions, to stop rationalizing, to stop holding onto the past.
No matter how great it was, no matter what potential it may still have - it is time.
My heart literally aches, my chest tightens up just thinking about it.
My life needs to move on to bigger things, I need to look into the future.
I need to not limit myself.
Lord, this is going to be hard. But it has to be done. Even if it makes me sad.