People on the internet (everywhere) are all advocating for “the bigger girls”
saying “ew” this or “ew” that about skinny girls.
saying that curves are what is beautiful, not bone etc etc etc…
what about the girls like me.
I don’t have much curves.
does that make me ugly?
While trying to advocate for one group (the girls who aren’t sticks, who are healthy, or a bit bigger) don’t bring down and be mean to another group (the girls who are just plain skinny, curve-less)
Sometimes I just get sad.
I’m sad I don’t have a group of friends who have my back.
That I don’t have a bunch of girls I can sit and watch movies with.
Cry with. Laugh with. Gossip with.
I praise and thank God for the wonderful friends I have, but they’re all so scattered.
I’m jealous at times, in a sad way.
I have so much love and friendship and time to give.
This is me opening up, vulnerable.
Every time I actually start trusting someone, or a group of someones (mostly ends up being girls) they toss me aside, they don’t genuinely care for me.
It is just sad…
People break my heart far too often. I’ve learned to be a big girl about it but I shouldn’t have to be all the time…
I should have someone(s) to go and cry to.
That will sympathize and love me.
People who won’t leave…
everyone always leaves…
I’m sick of people who I think are my aquintence/friends/people who im cool with just being so mean sometimes.
why cant people be nice?
especially girls, it seems like they always have to be giving someone attitude at least on a weekly basis…
what happened to love thy neighbor…..
girls are just mean.
I think thats a good enough reason for me to not want to be friends with a lot of them.
Drama just follows them everywhere.
I’ve never been one to get into drama on a regular basis like these people and I fear that this school year will have a lot of drama…
If it does, who knows what I’ll do.
I just want an apartment by myself. no room mate, no one.
I just want to be completely alone.
Then, I’ll be happy.
LOL @ all the girls who cake on make up.
look like plastic crap.
wear the slutty clothes.
have the crap dyed out of their hair.
and are all around fakeb**ches.
I just realized I don’t get friend-zoned, I get Bro-zoned.