Sometimes I just get sad.
I’m sad I don’t have a group of friends who have my back.
That I don’t have a bunch of girls I can sit and watch movies with.
Cry with. Laugh with. Gossip with.
I praise and thank God for the wonderful friends I have, but they’re all so scattered.
I’m jealous at times, in a sad way.
I have so much love and friendship and time to give.
This is me opening up, vulnerable.
Every time I actually start trusting someone, or a group of someones (mostly ends up being girls) they toss me aside, they don’t genuinely care for me.
It is just sad…
People break my heart far too often. I’ve learned to be a big girl about it but I shouldn’t have to be all the time…
I should have someone(s) to go and cry to.
That will sympathize and love me.
People who won’t leave…
everyone always leaves…