the ones that make me reevaluate myself and everything going on in my life.
I just reblogged a post about… having the love of christ spewing out of your heart. SO MUCH SO… that a man (or flipping this around to a woman seeking a man) must know GOD before even getting CLOSE to the person.
I think about that, man… the man I’m with didn’t have to do that.
Then I think some more… man… I didn’t have to do that for him either.
We are such sorry excuses for christians. Where is my relationship with God?
[Stuffs about to get real… like tumblr, deepest thoughts, real.]
Why would I be in a relationship with someone like that? someone who is just as unequally NOT trying as me?
If dating is to find the person you’re going to marry, why am I with someone who (thus far) cannot/won’t be the spiritual leader in our household?
What am I doing with my life?
Am I with a man out of comfort? out of … being use to him?
I love him, yes.
But where is this going?
I guess this is an unfair question to ask anyone…
What if this is more of a negative effect on my walk with Christ than positive.
I hate it when I start seeing with the eyes of my heart, rather than with the eyes of my head.