Today I learned that a friend of ours, well yours, is going to propose within the next 6 months or so.
For some reason hearing this was very strange to me.
They started dating around the same time we did, but here we are - two completely different situations.
We are no longer together and they are making the decision to literally be together forever.
What went wrong?
It makes me sad, but not sad, but weird, but confused.
That could’ve been us.
It should’ve been us.
I literally could picture us growing up, getting married, having kids, being wrinkly together.
Loving each other the entire way, being kind and cute together.
I know what happened. Our personalities happened.
It is just hard to deal with, its hard to think about what could’ve, what should’ve been.
I wanted to marry you.