Its getting more and more difficult for me to be friends with people who make poor life decisions.
Not that I am judging them, calling them bad people, or anything like that - Its just getting more difficult to be friends with people who go against what I believe to be right.
My conscience - of right and wrong is beginning to get stronger - stronger than its ever been.
Honestly, I try to fight it because I like some of the people I know who do dumb things. But at the end of the day… I’m just sad for them and myself.
I know I can’t change anyone and I’m not trying to - Its just so difficult for me to be around them.
Honestly, I’ve become more of a hermit lol
Its like the ‘good’ people who share more of my same morals are either… prudes or idk.. they don’t like making friends or SOMETHING IDK.
I’m really not a bad person - I’m actually a GREAT friend. (not to toot my own horn lol)
Its just emotionally and spiritually frustrating that it is hard to better yourself and find good influences - because honestly a lot of them are rude haha
Yes I’d rather be friends with the person who makes bad decisions in life but is a nice good person. But my soul isn’t letting me.
Is this what growing up feels like?