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That man is most definitely going to be in heaven and I cannot wait to meet him.

The books this man has written have brought me crashing down onto my knees yearning for Christ.

God always puts these pieces of text into my life right when I need them…

Who says that God isn’t active in your life? 

He has proven he is there for me.

I’m catching up on last weeks episode of Grey’s Anatomy (love that show)

and I must say I’m kind of sad - for once not because of the drama going on in the show.

April Kepner - the virgin little christian girl on the show is being dogged on so bad.

She had sex with a friend and colleague and is regretting it and feels guilty because of her commitment to God to stay a virgin until marriage. She is now trying to “revirginize herself”. Yes, its a silly term but she is trying to not make the same mistake she previously made.

Basically in this episode, the guy she had sex with is angry because it meant something to him and he feels shes just trying to pretend it never happened. Everyone is being insensitive to her and making fun of her “little christian” belief system.

I’m really sad and angry about this. Yeah, its just a TV show… 

But this is pretty accurate to real life.

PRAISE GOD (even in a TV show) there is a character who realized her mistake, feels guilty, and has prayed to God for a second chance and is following through on it.

I dislike how they are making her seem ridiculous and silly. 

She’s awesome. 

You should be the center of my life and most of the time I think you are.

But oh am I wrong.

I’m out here chillin in my wilderness and not even realizing it.

I am not completely sure of what exactly my “wilderness” consists of, but God give me courage to desert it and claim your promises. Give me the strength to endure the difficulties that come with doing the right thing - the things you want me to do.

God, I want you to be my best friend, to lead my life.

I have fallen away.

Let me be unlike the Israelites, who did not have enough faith to enter into the land you provided them. Give me the Holy Spirit so that I may hear your voice.

Put desires of goodness in my heart.

Help me be a good christian influence on all those I come in contact with.

Help me be slow to speak, Lord.

Kind, loving, accepting - to ALL, Lord.

Allow your love to flow through me into every aspect in my life.

I pray for your church, God.

We are wandering in the wilderness - lost and confused.

LOL I HAD TO

hahaha

This is good.

Whether you support gay rights/marriage/people or not, read this

(Source: be-not-afraid, via straighttothepointe)

This post is for me, to remember and keep in mind the promise I’m going to make to you.

I’m trying God, to fix this relationship of ours.

To be a real christian. 

To study your word and talk to you daily-

We had a nice chat last night and you know where my heart is and what my plan is.

I want my plan to correspond with yours for my life.

Help me to have courage for you. To stand up for what you want me to do.

Show yourself to me God, I know you do all the time, but I’m not very bright-

make it obvious please.

Thank you for never giving up on me and for forgiveness.

I love you God.

FOREVER Yours,

Your Daughter,

Chelsey.