I don’t really care about much anymore.
I use to give 10000% of myself into my relationship. Pretty much the best girlfriend ever, I’d do anything for you.
Cook, bake, anything you wanted, anything that would make you happy or brighten your day. LOTS of extras.
But I don’t really care anymore.
I am mediocre now.
Yes I am obsessed with rings and white dresses and weddings.
SO basically for the future reference of whoever would like to marry me this is what I want for an engagement ring
(don’t judge me, I am crazy I know hehe)
I love something that is cushion-cut or rounded but halo mounted
(but I am a fan of the classic looking ones too, one diamond or studded with two diamonds around it etc)
I would prefer that the material be white gold or platinum (platinum is a bit more expensive)
I want a diamond… not a sapphire or whatever else they do with rings now a days (keepin’ in classy)
The center diamond should be 1ct…. :) (not a diamond that is a total of 1ct because that means the center diamond is about .5ct)
(if getting white gold rather than platinum means that I can have a bigger diamond then go ahead lol)
and my band size is 5.75 (last time I checked at least)
For the wedding band I would love just a simple band with nothing on it. As long as it matched the color of my engagement ring (white gold or platinum)
^^^^^^^^^ THIS ONE IS MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE. (Even tho it’s perfect and has a 1ct center diamond, it’s 2cts total which makes it $6000 which is a lot… So it’s ok if it was bumped down to .75 or something :/ I guess)… Lol
BUT HEY, I’ll take what I can get :)
I realize how amazing everything has been with you.
Literally, things have been out-of-a-movie with you.
First kiss - beyond perfect. Never have a felt so dizzy kissing someone. Lips like pillows, skin like satin.
The Fireworks. Any 80’s movie would’ve been proud of you :) I couldn’t ask for more.
Our first “I love you” I literally laugh. You pushed me to it and it was silly and awkward just like us :)
SO many other things have been firsts for me with you.
You’re so different from anything I’ve ever had. You’re everything that I’ve ever wanted.
You’re so much better than what I’ve been use to.