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Its a sad truth, but now I know why we are no longer together.

I fought with missing you, with questioning.

You are an amazing person and I’m always going to love you and have a place for you in my heart, but now I know.

Something with you is different. Its off.

Its wrong.

You’re cold.

For being a person who asked of me such strict morals, where are yours?

It breaks my heart. I shouldn’t judge.

But at least now I know.

I just got out of an over 2 year relationship a few months ago,

and you know what?

It was awesome. I LOVED dating the person I was with. I love him dearly, and forever he will have a special place in my heart.

He was my best friend, before and during our relationship.

He literally was awesome and amazing.

WE HAD an AMAZING run.

A great relationship

We communicated so well.

But time passes, people grow and change.

He was great for me at the time we were together, I owe him so much.

I can honestly say he was my first true love, forever will I love him!

I think things ended well, even though we’ve had some shady events happen lately…

I respect him.

He made me a very happy girl.

But now I have changed, things have changed.

I hope one day he can see and understand what I am saying.

I genuinely and sincerely hope that one day we can actually be friends.

I feel like that is a possibility.

ah, life. I kind of hope he sees this. 

I wish I could take away your hurt.

I wish I could take it on my own shoulders.

I’m not afraid to admit that I will ALWAYS love you - 

But I just can’t anymore.

My heart is a stone.

I think I missed you a little bit today.
You have such a cute face, I forgot.

I’m trying to be so respectful to you, AND myself.

But I can only hold off so much longer.

I can only think of you, before myself, so much longer.

I’m sorry you are hurt, that you don’t understand, that this is all new to you… But things change. People change.

Forever will you have a special place/piece of my heart.

I never meant to hurt you, I promise.
I pinky promise I was always faithful.

But a heart like mine can only take so much before it turns to stone.

(Source: iloveyoulessthanpunk, via sssinners)

I’m blue da ba dee da ba die

haha My boyfriend’s midterm

(there were 10, all different colors)

My hot date;)

Austin Ho Photography

@austinho #arh #summer #me #tan #boyfriend #girlfriend #cute #kisses (Taken with instagram)

AWW AHH BABIES

BABY PANDA BEARS

yes.

(via daphneemarie)

haha, this pretty much sums up the greatest people in my life.

2 years old and still accurate! :D

(minus.jc.ofcourse) 

I was getting (in the most loose form of the word,) lectured today for listening to my boyfriend when he is being controlling.

(Babe, if you read this, don’t be offended. You are controlling, but it’s for my best because I can be real stupid sometimes.)

So I suppose thats what I’m trying to say…

I am not the type of girl WOMAN to let people control me and tell me what to do, but when Austin puts ‘rules’ on me, yeah I get pissy…

But I realize he honestly loves me more than almost anyone on the planet, he is keeping me safe, doing whats best for me. Even if I hate it.

My friend told me, something along the lines of, “damn, well with him telling you what to do all the time like this you two better be getting married.”

Honestly, why wouldn’t I want to marry such a forgiving man who wants to protect me from repeating silly mistakes I’ve made?

I love you aust, even when I get angry.

ours.

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fuzzyy wuzzy was a bear fuzzy wuzzy had no hair

fuzzy wuzzy wasn’t very fuzzy, was he?

this photo is blurry.